moving

christmas this year was insanely crazy
i'm sure everyone else had fun too :)

and for security reasons -
i'm moving out of themagicbox.

everyone have fun? love <3

merry white christmas'

christmas was really guuuuuud this year.
the company food and everything else that mattered.
party at lynn's place with jane mark and amanda.
clubbing at one fullerton with ______ (too many to name!)
also cara the new found party animal(demon)hahahaha

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two zerozero five has been really nice
i want 311204 to come back
and both my c's to never leave me

i wished.

christmas is here oh look how time flies :)

rome is beautiful.
many pizzabreaks and sightseeings,
photos will come soon i promise

so yesterday cara+ian and carol in the east
flashbacks of tao nan moments in my pe baggyshorts(how cool!)
4 years has past now we're sitting here, smoking ciggs and chilling



oh cara's x'mas party on the 22th at costa rhu :)
alcohol is strictly prohibited, haha
bring your gifts along cos it's gonna be awesome

so simpang with the guys last night
went back at 1 to get nagged by my dad in the morning.

happy merry christmas you dits.

cherry cokes under this moonlit summer sky

today's lunch with dad was risky(pheww)
i had so much seafood, sinful ohkay.

than seeing cara and carol for the 34342 times
not that i'm complaining, STOP SPENDING SO MUCH MONEY(!!!)
hahaha tcc dates and so much laughing&catching up :)



ingrid and her imaginary friend


amanda ingrid and their queer actions


i'd be leaving for rome tonight,

on this coldest of january nights
We drive out past the runway and watch the planes go flying by

screaming infidelities and taking its wear

so lets just say that zoukout was awesome with a twist
getting wasted was definitely un-planned, eric (hahaha)
oh yes i felt so bad plwease, gah

these past 2 days has been meeting carol and cara
walking around getting caught up with good old times
carol's lomo crazy and polaroids in a booth :)
chilling at balcony with our cocktails etc.

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everyone's leaving for good
and today's bitching session with kyer&shuan+dez was hilarious.
what say about our so very queer 3 years of friendship

i got my holga repaired today
and i realised kyer loves taking random shots of me
eh have fun in san frans ohkay babe!

and color the coast with your smile
its the most genuine thing
that i've ever seen
i was so lost
but now i believe

but now i know, i can finally exhale

reading through pages of archives
brings back so much fond memories

haha, makes me feel like a complete idiot

and 311204
why are you apparently still in denial?
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i'm tired of running from my feelings
are you listening.

ohkay time to pack up and kiss goodbye!

hello and goodbye

zoukout please, mommy/daddy?

our conversation can't consist of hello and goodbye
and the silence between saying i love you

why isn't my haloscan working? test test!

the first time i ever laid my eyes on you
was at brd's prom night 2004 when i crashed
the next thing i knew you were at the rockin x'mas gig
that moment in my school's office when i saw your email
the smile on my face you should have seen
after too many movies and conversations
longbusrides and latenightalks with grins,

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i've always liked to say,
thanks for everything

and i'm sorry to say that i think i'm in love with you

it's all about the icing, and nobody cares about what's inside

hello i've been thinking
and i realised it's time to put certain things aside

just like how i've posted 3 times today
i think i'm going ballistic

cara and carol are coming back this weekend
i can't wait for the besties reunion, really
sleepovers and many latenightsneakingoutplans?

was at simpang just now with amanda
and going to search for her confirmation outfit later



i love you girls, much

so we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss.

i think i should learn to be happier
than maybe all this sucidal thoughts would go away

and i decided to type a whole chunk today
for a start, prom night was totally awesome
bringing elton as a date was pretty rad <3
cos all the girlies went gaga over him :)

so than the night went by rather fast -
after many speeches,luckydraws and tablegames
it was time to dirty dance (#$#%@%$@#$@)
oh boy, cara was bringing the the dancefloor down
so than i the sabo queen kept pushing her to ed
and they ended up slow dancing, nicely done bow!

so after many cramped toes and wet bodies -
2am and everyone had to rush home(CURFEWS$#%%$)

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thanks everyone who was there for me -
cara jane clarissa amanda ash <3

pre prom photos -

tcc dates with cara the next day -



please hold me tightly, i don't care if i can breathe tonight

i hate you

my irregular updates are getting so random
sometimes i feel that my life is such a wreck -

so prom night went suprisingly smooth,
issues like hairdos and makeovers went ohkay
the night was fine, thanks for the last dance.

i have no mood to say anything more,
it's my least favorite holiday

prom fever <3

so my chingchong relatives went back at 2am
what say aunts fussing about your dress/earrings.?

prom is in 2 days and i'm not looking forward -
so today's shopping gave me accessories and my gold clutch <3 _______________________________________________________________

anyway reception yesterday was fine,
took our gold medals and quickly ran away
the boys are really amusing, though
and half the time shouting to them in chinese ($#^%*^@!#$)

being single is quite the best option, ok

my eyes can't believe what they have seen.
in the corner of your room you've stockpiled millions of my memories

11.11

don't waste this chance with your smile
10 seconds left on this dial,
this could be the last time
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so i woke up at 9.30 and snooze till 10am.
literally sprinted to macdonalds for breakfast with jane,
and typo labs are rad cos the coms are efficient <3

met jian last night for god knows what
walking in the rain like fools,
to sum everything, i <3 j's

happy wednesday.

thunderbolt - -

i want that gold clutch with a thunderbolt.



i <3 clarissa my designer/artist

you said hold on everything will be okay
i've been confused, why can't we just run away?

the man with the white beard ; he told all my toys

hello there,
shopping two days in a row -

congrats for passing your basic theory :D



trips to gallery to visit alvin
haha nice braces you've got there, boy

so lately things have been different.
but i guess all of us have to learn to adapt, right?

another sleepless night.

3.25am
another sleepless night.
but i have company, hi clarissa

so today i had great noisy fun
went out with cara the wackiest girl
did you know that watching a movie can actually cost alot?
(movieticket+popcorns+nachos+hotdog+drinks)
i ended up spending all my money on food(#$#%^%$#)

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but anyway to sum everything,
love is just a bucket of mess

live love burn die.

it's tuesday and very chilly.

so i've decided for my prom..
i'm going for the bare yet wicked look
i have to say that some girls look hideous at prom
cos they think it's about thick makeups and glitter hairdos

anyway my interview with sameer was rad <3
finished up at 3.am last night.
gonna do some editing and i'm done.

so i've been having rather queer dreams lately again
namely jane mark cara and her mom and jian's family(@#?%$@#??)

so the o's are almost over, cara?
and when carol comes back to sunnysing,
what say shoppingbeachingchillingsleepovers?

i'm bored and hungry,
can someone ask me out on a date?

beneath medicine tree

captain's ball match at tp was hilarious
with basketball players(1.91m) omgwtfbb
thrashed many teams like 14-0 , hahahaha
finals next week, boys are you ready?

that's when paula sparks a little light in my eye






vanessa's 17th birthday last summer <3

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7.35pm

harry potter and the goblet of fire was brillant

our last night

i don't know how to begin -

oh, my third toenail got chipped off
it was actually falling and i plucked it out(ouch!)

went to have seoul garden wih kolin and jane today
ended up laughing really quite badly, hahaha
than to meet vanessa in the studio later,
and ended up bitching about some obese kid (#%$%$#5)

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this is to the boy who got into my head :
you were once so down-to-earth
mischievous and funny yet cute
i guess people changes over time,
never knew this would happen to you

hey, have a great weekend?

whispering actually

to think that today would be a better day -
but anyway here's a photo collage of us,




i don't know what's going on lately
so much mixed emotions and tears
i wished this had never started
i wished this ended right now.

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happy 15th birthday elton
happy 1 year harresh my obb <3

matchbook romance

what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

nobody in this world cares anymore
everything just came crashing down

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today could be one of the funniest days,

janevin woke me up at 8.am (GASPS!@!#!#%^$#@$)
and than i pounded off bed to wash up and change
had big breakfast and my student card settled -

later, we found ourselves at this shop called ______ (shhhh)
and than we started wombedensx3 to indians
stripping manequins and furcoats <33

jane's place taking photos and stupid nosestuds
guessing stupid r&b rock songs laughing like banshees
having dinner and trying to steal food(UNCLE!THAT'S MINE I ORDERED THAT!)

the rest of the night was just seeing ----
eh that's damn cute!

photos from arab street with kol ness mark jane






one of my random shot fortunately spells a wonk




SCCRRAAM!

the rocket summer

and shadows blend one last time, save those kisses
your picture speaks on this time, eyelash wishes




gracey, tcc/shopping dates to come.


had black pepper crabs for dinner today.

things to do :
1) visit gabriel in hospital (buy fruits and birdnest)
2) go shopping for materials for dress
3) go to gym/swim

merry christmas, schmucks

goodbye waves and driveways